Relentless

Ive learned you cannot live happily unless you are truthful to yourself in making decisions.

My friends are calling to smoke right now...

Should i smoke? Or stay home for the night applying for jobs online or at least concocting a method to get out of this depressive state of not doing anything with my free time! D:

Id like to see myself working a job happily, finishing schoolwork, while searching for a career.

I havent been on the track that i wanted to be on for awhile now, i feel like i have no control.

ive always believed, You cant travel west if youre facing east.

So... ima try facing west & say no.

Maybe ill give another few shots at that guitar

each man is the architect of his own fate... D: cool quote sorry i just saw that haha ^_^

hi

hayg uys
i wrote this song (: its pretty kewww
i been jus singin jus to enjoy lately

guitar still broken -_-

11/11

today at 1:11pm on 11/11/2009 i made a wish to finally be hired for a host position at the elephant bar. Relentlessly for the past few months, i've been searching for a host position. An interview scheduled around 2pm, appeared to be to busy seeing as how it's veterans day... No cigar.

Honestly, ive been dreaming too many love stories... The "D" string on my guitar broke, a sign of the devil or how stupid i am.

Although girls come by easy, none seem to last. I want to have sex and make love, but, you can't love a one night stand.

... Brighter days where are you?

I'm not sure if ive hit rockbottom, but im struggling to pay a parking citation, adding an essay due tomorrow; oh yeah, the free-masons dont like feet. fuckers.

Figuring out your career/profession is hard, aswell as finding a successful and fulfilling relationship... a continuous relationship of old friends would be nice too, but it seams each other's live's are spirling in opposite directions.

It makes me sad. its november 11, 2009. and i look for better days.

im in love with a stripper

mornin fellas(: november 1st wahoo!
things hopin for this month
-job
-accepted freemason
-continue writing

last night was wild ;3
hope yall had a good halloweenie!