may 4th 2014

im still alive.

i/m.s/t/i/k/l/a/l/i/v/e.


DONT KNOW HOW BUT I AM. HAD TO CHANGE MY FATE/DESTINY.


it was hard but im glad those 5 years are over, i can move on from the 6th one.

trying to stay clear now.

a)clean clothes+room
b)proceed to move into shed, +2 cots 1 ins/1 out
c) get key unlocked
d)bring refgrigetaro in shed

E)CLEAN SHED
F)Take care of marijuana plant.

10/17/2008

So im still fat from my depression. Lol i know you want to hear that but today, i decided im going to change. I've already started working out, cleaned my apartment, and decided to keep smoking weed without eating like a chunkie munkie. It actually makes your metabolism faster. And im going to eat more raw vegetables. I think my immune system is really important in this day and age. :P

So.. right now my priorities are.

1a) Massage school.
1b) Flying to China to further my career.
2) Meeting a girl that very well might be the one to hold my heart.
2a Ira, a friend i met. Wants to be a professional athlete and im working on his leg to repair it.

and just trying to enjoy life as much as i can :)

9/27

hii gu ys

just letting you kno whuss goin on.

i been dreaming big dreams. like moving to china to continue my massage practice and going overseas to work on cruise ship spas. im hoping i find a girl lucky enough to want to go off with me wherever i go. just for a year :) and then we can settle somewhere.

i want kids so bad :( maybe when im 25.

i cant wait to move out. i been hanging out with chris. we went to the beach it was really fun.

im still talking to this nicole girl. she makes me think a lot. sometimes i think she understands me. not many girls can do that. so yeah... its been a month now :) weve had a few ups and downs. but man sometimes i just wonder if its meant to be.

hi guys!

so a lots happened since i last posted

ive moved to san diego and im living in an apartment with my brother!

i left community college in the dust and took up at trade school to become a massage therapist.

im no longer sad and depressed =]

and im talking to a lovely girl named nicole chelsea wong <3

life could neva be betta

pewpsicle

hmm.. i keep askin when life will look a lil more promising, n it still hasnt -_-

signed up for my spring semester
taking:
-statistics
-anthropology/archeology
-beginning drawing
-yoga
-communications

n i tried enrolling for philosophy in the winter semester but i think its full : /

it was so awesome though i went up to the mountains with my friends to smoke some marijuana and like honestly it felt amazing like i was getting high on life haha

melanie & sean are datingz hehe ^__^
i KNeW it!

still working on that job...

Relentless

Ive learned you cannot live happily unless you are truthful to yourself in making decisions.

My friends are calling to smoke right now...

Should i smoke? Or stay home for the night applying for jobs online or at least concocting a method to get out of this depressive state of not doing anything with my free time! D:

Id like to see myself working a job happily, finishing schoolwork, while searching for a career.

I havent been on the track that i wanted to be on for awhile now, i feel like i have no control.

ive always believed, You cant travel west if youre facing east.

So... ima try facing west & say no.

Maybe ill give another few shots at that guitar

each man is the architect of his own fate... D: cool quote sorry i just saw that haha ^_^

hi

hayg uys
i wrote this song (: its pretty kewww
i been jus singin jus to enjoy lately

guitar still broken -_-